> sorry to bother you like this again but despite my wonderfull vacation I found out that my new friend has someone else. yep I'm dumped again and i dunno what to do anymore. I still had pain of the last time, and now even more pain is added. I drink too much lately and i hardly eat. I know that you're my friends but you have to be informed that my book ain't going well either. Neverless i'll try to keep on writing... thanks for listening
> I. Isilheledhs creator
Ok first off take this with knowing that what I say I am not saying to be mean or cold but only so that you can get the help you need. First off, everyone has thier heart broken. You will have your heart broken over and over its a fact of life and eventually you will find someone who won't break your heart. The simple fact that you jump from one relationship right into another before your over the fist and then get your heart broken again makes me think that you have some serious self esteme issues and that you will never be happy with anyone if your not happy with yourself first. Thats a fact. You need to get to the point where your happy without a significant other and just being happy all by your lonesome without anyone else- then you will be able to find a good healthy relationship. If your drinking too much stop. Saying your drinking too much because of a break up is a bull#*&^ excuse. Your drinking too much because you wanna feel sorry for yourself. Stop feeling sorry for yourself grab your bootstraps and get on with life. If your really that horribly depressed about this go and seek professional help. In most states and citys they have Mental Health for free.