Sadness has come to me... sadness in the lose of a old friend.. Sadness in that memories will never come close to being reanimated in any form..For the past two years I have tried to slip back into a refined, a more socialble form of that cranky bigotted biased snotty grey elf..
But my heart, desire, ability has failed each time...
So a few nights ago, Calenlasse Narnlindar or more commonly known as Taelsin Grenelefe step foot on to a ship to travel where elves travel to when tired of the mortal life....
aka deletes ville... was a sad event never before has the sound of a click of a button brought a sense of loss to ones mind..
*shrugs*
But there is elven blood flowing still... just not as specific nor concintrated as once was.
One has been around Tel'Ruid while the other has not ventured near yet... as Ive not come to terms with which shall be a common soul for me to wander the Sosarian world in...
Why announce or what share this? Maybe a bit of closure on my part... a ending of a chapter... I dont know forsure.. well.... yes for no matter what or how many years may pass... this is my home.... *sighs*