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I understand that this is OOC and that is frowned upon on this forum but there are some things I need to say. I have made a new start on life and being dishonest is not an aspect that I want to have be part of this. I owe you (TGC) an apology. One for being secretive about my identity and for what happened in the past.

Let me explain the past first. 4 years ago I had a serious chemical imbalance (even though I did not know it) which caused me to be have reoccurring Depression (borderline BI-polar) with suicidal tendencies. This caused me to cause problems in the guild and even after I was removed from the guild to continue to cause problems. I wish I could take back my behavior from that time. I wish I could make you all forget the pain I caused. However, I can�t. The only thing I can tell you is that the person doing those things was not the person I really am or ever was, it was an illness. I have been on medication for almost 2 years and have weekly Doctor visits. I have not flown off the handle or tried to harm myself since I started treatment. My Doctor says my illness is under control now and should stay that was as long as I take my meds and continue to see my doctor. What I�m asking for is a second chance. I would love to be in the guild again but if that is not a possibility I understand. The second chance I�m asking for is to be able to come to Tel�Ruid and hunt with you and socialize. To be able to post here on the Silver Arrow Board. Maybe, someday you will feel I am well enough to be in the Guild again. But I realize trust is earned not expected. I just want a chance to regain that trust.

I would like to do a special apology to: Brisid, Starbolt, Thrand, Talanithus, Cori, and Glorfindle, Nalynn, Lightheart, Strongbow, Laer and especially Alan for blocking his work explorer. I cannot believe the things I have said or did. I can only hope that you will forgive me.

Yarra.

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> I understand that this is OOC and that is frowned upon on this forum but there are some things I need to say. I have made a new start on life and being dishonest is not an aspect that I want to have be part of this. I owe you (TGC) an apology. One for being secretive about my identity and for what happened in the past. > Let me explain the past first. 4 years ago I had a serious chemical imbalance (even though I did not know it) which caused me to be have reoccurring Depression (borderline BI-polar) with suicidal tendencies. This caused me to cause problems in the guild and even after I was removed from the guild to continue to cause problems. I wish I could take back my behavior from that time. I wish I could make you all forget the pain I caused. However, I can�t. The only thing I can tell you is that the person doing those things was not the person I really am or ever was, it was an illness. I have been on medication for almost 2 years and have weekly Doctor visits. I have not flown off the handle or tried to harm myself since I started treatment. My Doctor says my illness is under control now and should stay that was as long as I take my meds and continue to see my doctor. What I�m asking for is a second chance. I would love to be in the guild again but if that is not a possibility I understand. The second chance I�m asking for is to be able to come to Tel�Ruid and hunt with you and socialize. To be able to post here on the Silver Arrow Board. Maybe, someday you will feel I am well enough to be in the Guild again. But I realize trust is earned not expected. I just want a chance to regain that trust. > I would like to do a special apology to: Brisid, Starbolt, Thrand, Talanithus, Cori, and Glorfindle, Nalynn, Lightheart, Strongbow, Laer and especially Alan for blocking his work explorer. I cannot believe the things I have said or did. I can only hope that you will forgive me. > Yarra.
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