change of mood and a letter (to Illisse ar Valandil and Lindor, feel free to read)

"*looks in the mirror and sighes* this belly is getting heavy with life...yet, why am I no longer overjoyed? Three months ago Illisse has left the village and I noticed her mixed feelings, even Valandils feelings were clear... it made me think...think so much lately." i speak to my mirror reflection. "*enters the room* look my love, worrying about Illisse ain't good, besides I don't think she wants you to worry about her," Gonfindl responds.
"*turns around* maybe, but there has to be a way for her... I mean, I can't take the risk of losing a friend, just because mother nature ain't fair..." I respond while a tear escapes out of my eye. "I don't want her to be jealous, n'or sad..." I sigh.
"*smiles and embraces me* ow Isil, love of my life, if it were up to you the whole world would be a paradise where everyone and everything has all the things their hearts desire... but you'll have to learn that not everyone gets what they wish for...how cruel this may sound to you, that is reality. if you are so troubled, write a letter to her and explain how you feel now...maybe that'll relief your heart." Gonfindl says before giving me a kiss. I wipe a few tears away and then sit down. "*sighes* ow this is getting heavy you know..."
"*grins* sometimes I wonder if mother were right, about two babies, I'm beginning to think it are three..." Golradir says while entering the room with parchment and a quill. "*eyes widen* ow please?! two is already enough!! three will be too much!!" I exclaim.
"*grins* ow relax sweetcake, here parchment and a quill, write a letter to your friends there and send some pies for Lindor too. that will make you feel better." Golradir responds while handing over the stuff. I look at them and then begin to write:

Dear Illisse

How are things at Tel'Ruid lately? and how are Valandil and Lindor?

just two more months and I'll give birth, are you still sure you want to help me out?
the reason why I'm asking this is because I've noticed your face when you left Eldrihir after the wedding. I could see that there was something wrong but remained silent for I felt ashamed... and i still feel this shame. I keep on thinking 'why can't she be blessed too? she has as much right as i have' I wish I could do something, but Gonfindl says I have to learn to accept that mother nature ain't fair and can be cruel too. But it is hard for me. Lately i no longer feel so much joy, I'm worried and often sleep too much. both my husbands urge me not to be worried about you, for you don't want that, but i need to be sure you're going to be fine. I don't want to end up losing you as a friend, since things were left unspoken.
Therefor i write you this letter, to tell you how i feel at this moment, hope I'm not being silly, I'm just...worried about your wellfare.

Feel free to write back, Illisse mellonamin.

Isilheledh

ps; included you'll find a few pies for you and Valandil plus three mango/peach/whipped cream pies for Lindor

*folds the letter and places it in the huge basket of pies* Zhepphyr go find Illisse and her friends alright?" i ask the dragon before watching him taking off.

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> "looks in the mirror and sighes this belly is getting heavy with life...yet, why am I no longer overjoyed? Three months ago Illisse has left the village and I noticed her mixed feelings, even Valandils feelings were clear... it made me think...think so much lately." i speak to my mirror reflection. "enters the room look my love, worrying about Illisse ain't good, besides I don't think she wants you to worry about her," Gonfindl responds. > "turns around maybe, but there has to be a way for her... I mean, I can't take the risk of losing a friend, just because mother nature ain't fair..." I respond while a tear escapes out of my eye. "I don't want her to be jealous, n'or sad..." I sigh. > "smiles and embraces me ow Isil, love of my life, if it were up to you the whole world would be a paradise where everyone and everything has all the things their hearts desire... but you'll have to learn that not everyone gets what they wish for...how cruel this may sound to you, that is reality. if you are so troubled, write a letter to her and explain how you feel now...maybe that'll relief your heart." Gonfindl says before giving me a kiss. I wipe a few tears away and then sit down. "sighes ow this is getting heavy you know..." > "grins sometimes I wonder if mother were right, about two babies, I'm beginning to think it are three..." Golradir says while entering the room with parchment and a quill. "eyes widen ow please?! two is already enough!! three will be too much!!" I exclaim. > "grins ow relax sweetcake, here parchment and a quill, write a letter to your friends there and send some pies for Lindor too. that will make you feel better." Golradir responds while handing over the stuff. I look at them and then begin to write: > <i> Dear Illisse > How are things at Tel'Ruid lately? and how are Valandil and Lindor? > just two more months and I'll give birth, are you still sure you want to help me out? > the reason why I'm asking this is because I've noticed your face when you left Eldrihir after the wedding. I could see that there was something wrong but remained silent for I felt ashamed... and i still feel this shame. I keep on thinking 'why can't she be blessed too? she has as much right as i have' I wish I could do something, but Gonfindl says I have to learn to accept that mother nature ain't fair and can be cruel too. But it is hard for me. Lately i no longer feel so much joy, I'm worried and often sleep too much. both my husbands urge me not to be worried about you, for you don't want that, but i need to be sure you're going to be fine. I don't want to end up losing you as a friend, since things were left unspoken. > Therefor i write you this letter, to tell you how i feel at this moment, hope I'm not being silly, I'm just...worried about your wellfare. > Feel free to write back, Illisse mellonamin. > Isilheledh > ps; included you'll find a few pies for you and Valandil plus three mango/peach/whipped cream pies for Lindor</i> > folds the letter and places it in the huge basket of pies Zhepphyr go find Illisse and her friends alright?" i ask the dragon before watching him taking off.
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