Good Lord, your spelling is atrocious! Here, let me correct your mistakes."My [capitalize the first letter of the beginning word in a sentence] life is very hard to understand as I [always capitalize the word "I"] have many lives. [Punctuation marks, periods for example, are your friends.] I [again, always capitalize "I"] live happy, [commas help us to read your thoughts] I [again, capitalize "I"] live say [Huh? I assume you mean "sad"] and sorrow for my life is and never will be love, [again, commas] for I [capitalize "I"] swore [the past tense of "swear" is "swore," not "sware"] I [again, capitalize "I"] will stay an [use "a" as an indefinite article for words that start with a consonant, "an" for those that start with a vowel] elf and become a leader one day, [again, commas] and write stories about the brave elves of Rivendell [this is how you spell the name of Elrond's home] as I [again, "I"] write I [again, "I"] will fight and win! Email me. [Always capitalize the beginning word in a sentence; always put two spaces between the end of one sentence and the beginning of another; use punctuation.]"
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